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08.29.08
Computer died
more than a month ago, and I've only just recently replaced it and
gotten things back in order. Following are some photos from a few weeks
ago. The reflection photos are early morning at Phyllis Lake in the
White Cloud Mountains, and the rainbow photos are of an evening
thunderstorm dangling over the Pioneer Mountains, immediately east of
Sun Valley.
07.20.08
An early-morning
hike in the Boulder Mountains late in June. We were looking for a wolf
den but found only silence.
07.03.08
The eulogy and song I did at Andy
Post's memorial service last Saturday, June 28.
06.30.08
It’s a gnarled
and tortured form, charred branches angling, leafless, lifeless. These
pathetic limbs sway in the afternoon breeze, a trunk protruding from
patches of blackened earth, dirt that once fed this wretched remnant of
a bush its life.
Ten months have passed since fire swept this valley, choking the sky
and ravaging the forest, driving out its wild companions. To the west,
higher still in the drainage, are divisions of towering charcoal
trunks, rank-and-file monuments to the sheer power of Mother Nature in
her rawest of moods.
My
attention returns to the bush. It is quite dead, destined for
decomposition, but there’s an unmistakable aesthetic to its form. It’s
a beauty that’s accentuated by the life threading the encircling
meadow. Slender blades of Great Basin wild rye grow in twelve-inch-tall
clumps. Yellow bunches of arrowleaf balsamroot and purple bluebells
crowd the blackened mat of ashen earth. The fire’s evidence is clear,
but the beauty in the rebirth is stunning, a resurrection one might not
have thought possible having seen the sheer scale of the flames that
incinerated this place.
The sun is slanting through an exanimate stand of timber, and my head
rises to meet its rays. I shoulder my pack and work my way west toward
the heart of the burn, wondering if it’s where I should go.
There’s a
nearby
creek that twists and tumbles over a rocky bed and smiles into
meandering oxbows. The waters play with happy momentum in the waking
day, producing syllables that tell subtle secrets if one pauses long
enough to hear. The verve surrounding the creek is unmistakable. It
feeds sedges and willows, which are growing with more vigor than parts
of the valley where water is more sparse. But, still, everywhere things
are growing. Everywhere there is life. Everywhere it is beautiful, and
that beauty is because of the vigor of the growth, but also the
contrast in the landscape, simultaneously dead and reborn.
Much of what burned will never live again. The gnarled bush near the
canyon’s entrance is forever gone. But the land is resilient, and it
flowers still, growing in new ways, in fact invigorated by its own
destruction. So on I walk, plodding toward the center, smiling at my
purpose, and wondering what will become.
06.23.08
06.08.08
I'm working on another Web site, www.westernperspective.com,
and my ideas are still really rough. I figured I'd post a page to try
to get my gears ticking. It's little more than a brainstorm, and it
doesn't link anywhere. However, I welcome ideas, visions or
perspectives on content, design and/or overall purpose.
05.28.08
The week in pictures.
05.20.08
A handful of photographs from the past three weeks.
05.12.08
Below is a link to a kayak video shot in May 2006 on the West Fork of
Clear Creek and Source of Boulder Creek near Denver and Boulder,
Colorado. I've poached it from the Totally Tele CD for which it
was shot, so go check out the Totally Tele Web site to show
support. The video features my good friend, Andy Post, and myself.
05.04.08
Sloan Wilson on writing:
“The fear of emotion is closely
coupled with the fear of self-revelation, which effectively silences
most would-be writers.”
“I see few
would-be writers who can’t write, but many who for various reasons
can’t feel, see, hear or think … Lately, however, I’ve come to believe
that powerful emotions are not as rare as they might seem to be. Most
people have simply buried them so deep that they can’t find them when
they look for them.”
“But unless a
writer feels an emotion deeply, he can’t set it down convincingly,
whether that emotion be worthy or unworthy. And the whole body of a
man’s work is inevitably a mirror-image of his soul and mind. That is
why writing is such a terrifying business, for after working mightily,
a writer may find that he has finally succeeded in exposing himself
fully a fool or worse. Some of the worst are in a sense some of the
best writers, in that they leave no doubt ... about what they are—they
don’t obscure the issue; they come right to grips with their
sentimentality, their sadism or their other faults.”
“I once said that
the way to write a love story is to fall in love and to have to tell
somebody about it and to hell with the rules, if there are any.”
“Just as honest
emotion isn’t enough for the violinist, it isn’t enough for the
writer’s final draft, although it should be for his first one.”
“One should not
try to be a writer any more than one should try to fall in love. The
only good way to do either is in spite of oneself.”
“Young people take
pen in hand to write about anything which they don’t know about or
don’t care about, because if they know about it or care about it,
they’re embarrassed to set it down.”
“In the classroom,
I try to convince my students of something I believe, which is that no
writer writes worse than he knows how to, and no emotion on paper can
be faked.”
“All writing,
whether it is autobiographical or not, is remorselessly self-revelatory
in the same way that dreams are.”
“A man is what he
writes, no better and no worse. Writers who are able to interest
readers of any kind are invariably sincere, although some of them hate
to admit it.”
“Writers of
sentimental stories invariably turn out to be genuinely sentimental
when you get to know them well, and it is impossible to write a
convincingly sadistic story without having a real streak of sadism in
one’s nature.”
“A writer cannot
choose his audience; he can only be himself and let his audience choose
him.”
“A fundamental
modesty is one reason why many people can’t write. ‘If writing is
really nothing but recording one’s own private view of the world, and
if this is fundamentally nothing but putting oneself on paper,’ one
student said to me, ‘why should I presume to think I have anything
special to offer?’”
“…Regardless of
their love of being individualistic, people are really much more alike
than they are different. We are all drops of water from the same pond,
and anyone who describes himself well, to some degree describes
humanity.”
“People who talk
about themselves at parties have acquired the reputation of being bores
not because they talk about themselves, but because they lie about
themselves, because they exaggerate their strengths and leave out their
weaknesses. Anyone who could tell me what he loved, feared and hated
most, what his hopes were, what his greatest triumphs and
disappointments have been, would hold me spellbound. That is, after
all, the only kind of person who has a chance of learning how to write.”
04.21.08
Portland, Oregon, photos.
03.30.08
Salt River, Arizona, photos.
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